Jumping into the Water (Prague Trip-1)

Franz was a married guy and had a daughter. He was fed up with his marriage but he had a little respect for his wife. He respected 'a woman' in his wife. 'He saw his mother- a poor, weak creature that needed his protection- in his wife.' This goes on for twenty years. And one day he leaves her and his old life for another woman: Sabina. He reaches the place where she was supposed to be but she is gone. He sees no trace of her. She is lost in blue. He realizes that he did what he really wanted to do after so long and got rid of his all false moral obligations. He is on his own now. He can do whatever he wants. There is no one to guide him or morally force him for anything. That's when he feels this unbearable lightness of being. I have been in Franz's situation more than once. I thought I was feeling the same unbearable lightness of being. Trip to Prague was kind of escape from that situation. When I was reading 'The Unbearable Lightness of Being...